I see different websites and I think why I am not keeping my website up-to-date? Do I shy? Do I hesitate to write about my private life? Am I affraid of showing the real face of my life?
I don't know. I wish I was stronger. I wish I were not where I am now. I feel like my potentials and my abilities are wasted and I am not myself.
Life is so hard and I am tired all the time. Nothing makes me happy and I don't know what to do...