The bad days

I am wonering when the bad days will be gone! This is the ever first time in my life that I am experiencing something so hard to keep up with. Everything is either wrong by itself, or in the wrong time or in the wrong place. I am getting more tired everyday and recovering is getting harder. The question is that when the good days come back, will I remember how hard was to get there? Will I appreciate it? I need to do so!!!!!! The photo is just to cheer it up a little bit.